The Museum Part II

as written October 26, 2010 Jen: I’d like to point out that I do not go out looking for men…for one to replace the last. I will acknowledge that I feel relief if there is one in the wings, when another moves on. If that means I’m weak, then fine. I’m a codependent and I’ll [...]

All Hallows Eve

as written October 23, 2010 I went to the Language of the Heart (Yoga) workshop with the amazing Carrie Friday the 22nd. She walked, talked and moved us through steps 10, 11, and 12. 10. Continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly admitted it. 11. Sought through prayer and meditation to [...]

Q&A

as written October 19, 2010 Dearest Abba and Co. (smile)… I feel all these things swirling around, and am sensitive to it to some depth. And I feel the questions come and the answers impress themselves from my spirit into my mind, I think I should write them down. There are all these little things [...]

October 9th And Stuff

as written October 10, 2010 I’ve been in my heart. Cutting off my head. Don’t want to think. To bring “think” into the thick mix. Feeling isn’t so scary down here in this beating organ, because it is quiet and devoid of any annoying and incessant chatter. But here, right now, my heart is also not all [...]

Undiluted Truth

as written October 7, 2010 Talking with Katie about her upcoming talk this Sunday at a ward with a private addiction fireside. And the struggle of wanting to do it with her husband, but him declining, and her choice to do it alone. Without him. And the Bishop’s struggle to allow her to do it [...]

Tender Footed And Wielding A Gun

as written September 30, 2010 Last night, for the first time in many months, the bears returned. And I throw my head back and clench my fists and scream inside, because I THOUGHT I WAS DONE WITH THIS. The bears were my fear of being loved, that no man would stay, that they abandon, cheat [...]

Ode To Womb

as written September 27, 2010 One of my dear friends was facing the agony of an unavoidable complete hysterectomy. She was 35. Her pain sank into my pores like a communicable grief. How do you comfort this kind of loss? I knew only one source could, and so I offered it to her. Sometimes, most [...]

Unveiled

as written for HOYH September 26, 2010 Too often, and for too long, we women are unable to see ourselves as we truly are. For too long have we looked outward from ourselves to everyone else around us. Too thick becomes the veil surrounding who we really are. And as we have come to know, we cannot [...]

In Silence

as written September 25, 2010 As I lay in yoga this morning, the quick picture that came as I went within and searched for her – (my spirit…to see in what state she was at now) I found her. Laid out, not tiny and small, but in full size as my body, in perfect proportion. [...]

Port Of Entry

as written September 20, 2010 Dear Adam, Since I’m not speaking these words in your presence, I speak them to your spirit. To your unconscious mind that you have more access to than you ever let on. I speak to you, my loves. You are not open to letting me speak to you, so I [...]

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