An Offering

as written January 31, 2013 One of my most favorite women and bloggers, Courtney Kendrick of CJanekendrick.com sent out a request for posts about pornography addiction. I sent her one of my stories, and it was included in an amazing series that she posted during the month of February of 2013. The powerful and humbling [...]

Ecstatic Misery

as written November 25, 2012 Fear fear fear fear fear. ”Monica, people in your situation are usually ecstatic. You are miserable.” W. said in response to my fear-filled explanations of the previous weekend – you know, the first time we said, “I love you.” And she was right. I don’t want to bring into this new relationship [...]

The Reason

as written October 18, 2012 Before I left for Hawaii, my mom called and expressed to me that she just wanted me to know that she and dad have a really good feeling about Nick. That they feel and know he is a good man, that they are proud of my decision to date him [...]

A Bail Out

as written September 29 through 30, 2012 This past weekend Nick flew in last minute and spent two days with me. It was so, so, so good to see him. For the first time, I started to feel his feelings for me, a little bit at a time. It felt so good. We laid on my bed [...]

Stay Out

as written September 24, 2012 “Stay out of his space. Not your job, stay away from it.” When I bemoaned to W., “WHY isn’t he calling me!?!?” I realized then, as I continued to try and lean BACK from invading his space, from sensing where he was and why he wasn’t calling or texting me after a huge [...]

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