The Voice Of Remorse
as written March 6-11, 2011 Do I hold on to Adam so tightly because I want desperately for him to feel my love the “right” way (what I believe is the “right” way) that he was not given before? Is it this obsession, or is it just genuine love for him that I still have in my [...]
The Empty Frame
as written March 4, 2011 Last night, as I prayed on my knees to be done with this role for Adam – the following unfolded behind my eyes. It answered nothing, but it gave me peace, in some way. Even if he never speaks another word to me again in this life. Even, if I [...]
Letter 972
as written March 1, 2011 I made my amends to Adam last night. I just wrote him a letter (that I won’t give him but still needed to express) in which I gave great thanks and gratitude for all the miraculous gifts he has been for me. I felt so prompted to do it, so [...]
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